If I wasn’t a musician, I’d be
a boxer with the flurry
of a depressed southpaw.
I’m a midwestpaw, Little Bird
eating feathers for protein.
My trumpet is the hue of a fist
fight. It undoes the cool &
dismembers the post-bop.
One blow puts weight on
the face, a heaviness depending
on how much makes a night
club buzz. When I say, blow,
I know Negroes only have
a puncher’s chance. I once saw
Sugar Ray Robinson working
a speed bag & thought
my breath could be his hands.
I saw him knock a man out
with a shot to the body, a right
hook that put one hundred sixty
pounds on his opponent’s
kidneys. Like a gavel, the way
the body hit the canvas, disturbed
me. It was a knowledge I was
trying to avoid. My sweet science,
we got the anatomy wrong—
the sternum weakens like a chin,
the mouth widens like a lung.