smoke til am no breathe
blow waterfall thick ghostwords onto page
pull again
twitch no air no air no bitches be
with a taste always
for blackouts drunk girl too dumb
at the function crash headfirst into ghost
stories hands then nothing between legs
am fuckup
am fucked up
am forget am no more
breath
am smoke am waterfall thick over my write write how many men
be ghosts inside me want a waterfall
they throats between my legs knife men knifemen knifeknife
the only scar knows love lives on my back
that scar harder than the rest of me that scar knot
like branch be arm of tree reach for birds
birdbrain girl why you trust a man like that
smoke be all you be girl full of spectermen slit you
pretend it them the ones that smokebleed not you notyou notnot
dumb drunk girl like the taste
too much to say no
even when she screaming it?
am fire eat up kindling and exhale
eat men like corpses & am exhale zombiegirl til am fuckedup
sistas of mine also made of haunt we bitch with deadmen inside
us ember in throat fire in mouth consume the words
that cannot rescue we residue we kindling
we girls of no lung escape into space around burning