The ocean receded. We are alone in the woods. The trail is longer
than anyone thought. Still
the sun comes down pearly dappled and the creek bed is mossy,
the water is clear.
I wear a pair of my father’s old running shorts. She carries the
backpack but I lead the way. A
stand of birch trees. Broken beer bottles and a white plastic cutting
board. Forget the hero quest.
Forget heroes. We tie our own knots. I scrutinize her work.
We have the same hands. Like
Grandma said, those Pollack knuckles. I scrutinize my work. Here are
our hands. A stand
of birch trees obscured by doubling flesh. Her skin flushed and damp.
Here we are at the tower
of obvious allusion. No one is there to let down her hair. Broken beer
bottles. Fingers slide in
and out. Passed down for generations. Why are we both afraid to
mark our own way? A tree falls
but no one hears her. We share the last of the water. By the time we
climb back to the gravel path
we are sweaty and hungry and mean. Three generations of women
alone. I am no great beauty
she says. All of these gifts. Sometimes in our blood and sometimes in
our hands.