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but the record doesn’t
stop / no pause or breaks /
breathe / no breath /
it was here / the boy /
took out the small
gun / could not cock it /
left to linger / no skipping /
repeat / repeat / repeat /
I plaster my face
onto the internet,
becoming exposed, be-
coming...
no skit / no fiction /
only real shit / this is real /
could not / be afraid, run
life / caught and seized /
I log onto the internet
already born big:
I’m black—
on the street / here /
i just saw his hands / go up
in a meat market of choice
I am prime rib, or
tripe, chitterling thing.
chopped / you screwed /
ass / nigga / fuck you /
fuck me /
maybe they were coming /
closed / already closed /
forget it / what is it /
but sex / his white
Chitterling thing, you what
they eat, you black,
you must know. Say:
i saw the demon face /
coming at me / that child
was a monster
want to see your big
black cock.
hands / control me /
On the internet meat
market, must be discreet.
You black. I just want
to bone. I love black dick.
he was near the swing
set / the boy / looked like
What are you into?
a man / pulling the gun /
push that / button /
the cock / from the waistband
coming from the waistband
Cheap and frozen thing,
all i saw / was him coming /
had not slowed / down /
repeat / repeat / and
looking?
rewind / bring it back /
his hands were up
The messages say things
and don’t speak—not here
at the dinner table,
but behind
away / we shot him
for fear of the cock /
black hands / it could not cock /
that small black thing
the closed door. Discreet
thing, fantasy thing, you
must be big—you black.
bring it black / ass / nigga
i looked at him / kind of /
looked at him / after /
after / after /
Looking?
i saw the smoke / from
my gun / he kept coming /
stop / playing / stop /
he got Bigger and Bigger /
becoming more man / less
boy / i cocked my
gun / he kept growing
stop /
I bet you’re hung.
I’m just playing /
Bigger and Bigger / and shot
him / that huge black thing.
stop that / you stuck /
Give me that bone.
nigga / you stuck / now
throw it back / bring it /
back / give me that /
when we saw the gun /
coming / I thought the male /
was an adult / the gun
was real / the threat /
You must get all the pussy,
all the girls. You big
and you black.
was active and real
Say: I have never been with
a black guy before, and
always have fantasies about it.
vessel / don’t wreck / that
body / calling me /
we yelled / show us /
your hands / hands can kill /
we are taught / shoot
and move / we shot him
did you / hear that /
nigger / put that hood on /
and flip / that / flop /
that / swing / mother fucker
But be for real though:
Black people statistically
aren’t as smart as say
Asians. Would you really
want one flying the space
shuttle or a nuclear bomber?
Or doing brain surgery?
take a chance with death /
a little black thing/ my cousin
said / he wanted to be
like them /
badge / motorcycle /
gun / he said / they got
gunsssss
again / again / again
I’m not a racist, chitterling
thing. I love black ass.
Give me that bone. You
like white dick?
get down / hands up /
when he fell / he fell /
on his face
Pull yourself up by your own
bootstraps,
was stopped / the threat /
was stopped /
knees / on the ground /
i shot towards the cock /
in his hands /
i saw it / loose on the ground /
after / after / after /
and swing / that ass /
chitterling thing. You cheap,
you fast. Come quicker
to me. I mean,
the male was shot / i moved
it further away from him
bass so loud / and scratch /
it was real to us /
chitterling thing, greasy
thing, you don’t seem
to fit
the mold though.
he fit the description /
facing us / looked like /
a man / that cock /
that record /
toy gun / we thought it real /
record this /
they left the body
Let me
smother you. You black.
put that hood on /
If it wasn’t for affirmative
action, where would they be?
and repeat /
hanging / on a swing /
Hung??
made of wood / from two
black belts / it was
repeat / repeat /
in North Carolina / it was here
Here.
repeat /
it was here //
Hear?