we fell in love after shahada / survived
adulthood without christ / learned violence / isn’t what
makes man a man learned in the absence of fathers /
early we learned desire and hunger exists
without women / what is placing blame god / what is
advantageous / astaghfirullah / when christ failed
us muhammad (sallallaahu alaihi wa-
sallam) found us / trumpetless soul-crushed / we fell
in love after shahada / became sin / prayer
routine until god it wasn’t / unclean since i
have been / astaghfirullah astaghfirullah